The foolish reject what they see and not what they think; the wise reject what they think and not what they see.
Flakes by Mystery Jets
This song sums up how I’ve been feeling this year. Anguish. Pain. Deceit. Regret. Guilt. Shame. Disappointment. Fury. And pure sorrow. I can’t catch a fucking break, in any part of my life. I’ve tried to seek happiness from empty platonic and romantic relationships, But… Every person that comes into my life leaves me unfilled,used,disgusted, and melancholy. People take what they want from me and toss me aside. How is that fair to me? It isn’t… Nevertheless, I still put up with abuse and maltreatment I receive from peers and loved ones for the fear of being isolated and alone. I should be content with living in solace. I’m not. I want to find someone to make me happy. I’m not sure if that’s happening anytime soon….